mula-mula perasaan saya macam kat bawah neyh....

mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
mengagumi tanpa di cintai
tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu

telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku
dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
dan ijinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejab saja

by Ungu - Cinta Dalam Hati

(macam budak skolah yg tengah frust!!! bukannya kes serius pon )

lepas tuh kawan saya Suree bagi kata-kata semangat..Eva pon...trus saya punya feeling ada rs macam ini~~~

Friendship is very sweet relationship
Friendship is not only about enjoying, celebrating and laughing with friends but it is all about understanding, caring and supporting each other.

- You can share each and everything with your friends but you can not do the same thing with your lover, as he/she may take it personally. And you may have fear to your image.

- Friends always support you, but lovers may have family boundaries.

- You can meet anytime with your friends without any fear but your lover may not be with you at the time of difficulties.

- Your lover may dump you or his/her family may not allow you to live together but friends do have these problems.

- Your friends console you when your lovers go far away from you.

- You have to maintain your standards in front of your lover but friends know you, so you need not to do any formalities. You can present your real self in front of them.

( nih saya copy kat satu page suggested by my fren Suree..jgn igt aku nih tahap terer english grammar betui 100% )

macam yg kawan saya nasihat kan saya a.k.a Suree. nih YM antara saya n suree ....

suree chuah: mybe its juz not meant to be
suree chuah: ur a gud person wei... im sure u'll get someone who appreciates u
suree chuah: aku x kn suruh ang lupakan dia
suree chuah: its not possible...
suree chuah: be positive and take it as a fate
suree chuah: and
suree chuah: a good fren is much more important than a lover
suree chuah: be a gud fren... some1 he can trust
suree chuah: some1 he will find when he got prob
suree chuah: mybe ang malu ngan diri ang sendri... but so wat... dia tattau pn
suree chuah: juz act normal la...
suree chuah: u cn still write on his wall n watsoever
suree chuah: juz to show dat u cn owex be there to cheer him up
suree chuah: or be some1 he cn confine in
suree chuah: aku tau wei... bkn senang nk lupa org yg kita suka... i'd been there
suree chuah: mybe it hurts u dat he does not c u as how u want it
suree chuah: but let him c u as who u r
suree chuah: the great n lovely azelia
suree chuah: the bubbly n cheerful
suree chuah: wei... ang pn manusia jugak kn
suree chuah: setiap manusia ada ati n perasaan
suree chuah: ada rasa kasih n sayang
suree chuah: aku x rasa its something to be ashame off
suree chuah: i think its normal
suree chuah: come on la wei
suree chuah: where is ur self esteem
suree chuah: awat ang punya self confidence drop sgt
suree chuah: physical doesnt really matter
suree chuah: abes smua yg upsized x kawen la ye
suree chuah: ang tgk ar... dia ngan budak tuh start off as kawan then bru going into relationship
suree chuah: so dont refrain urself
suree chuah: ang dh tau perasaan dia mcm mana
suree chuah: so... do the next best thing
suree chuah: be a buddy!
suree chuah: u never knw the future
suree chuah: the gurl may not be who he wan her to be
suree chuah: dia kenai budak tuh bru 6 bulan
suree chuah: bkn 6 thn
suree chuah: juz keep in mind... dont put ur hopes up high
suree chuah: try to be his shoulder to cry on
suree chuah: bru ang tau how it feels much better to be a fren than a lover
suree chuah: ang pn tau kn... x smua org akan suka kita... or anggap kita sepertimana yang kita harapkan
suree chuah: buat pa kita nk mengejar sesuatu yg x pasti n abaikan org yg btul2 care ttg kita
suree chuah: owex choose some1 who love u more... n not some1 whom u love

sesi bersama pakar motivasi miss suree hehee..baik suree....aku cuba...aku cuba untuk cool it down balik..hadoihhh aku kena melalui lagik skali fasa pemulihan nih dalam idup aku...tapi takpe..

dah la bee...tak pyh dok pikiaq sgt....bnda kecik ja pon....hmmm

tapi aku ttp ngan keputusan aku...aku tanak dah slalu sgt komen kt wall dia..nnt aku mengharap lagik huhuuu aku takootttt.....tgn owh tgn..jgn p komen kt wall dia tau! jgn lagik wat masa nih....
bagi aku cool dulu...

ok2 bye2 for now.....

Ya Allah...tenangkan hati ku.....